freaking out`!!!!!!!!!!!!

omg. you gotta help me!
there is something freakin wrong with my flash disk (this old datamax 1gb crappy usb)!!!!!!!
all of a sudden everything inside it just vanished.
i've done everything i know to retrieve the files or something but they're still not showing up!
it's weird coz it says that i'm still using the same amount of space in the flash drive i used up before but the files just don't seem to appear!

you have to help me! anyone! i'm desperate. i don't wanna lose all those stored-up files! my life is in there!

i just wish i transferred them all on my laptop before it disappeared.

yo, if you know something, tell me now! please oh please.

i'm getting the shiz.
blah blah blah.
breathing problems.
heartburn.
viral infection.

blahh.

pictures will be coming soon. just you wait.

to a new, more profound light.

thank you Jesus.

it's amazing how everything changes in an instant.

recent stuff:

|you might have notice the watermark kuhako© in some of my recent photographs. it's my choice watermark for photos now. kuhako, i captured it.

|adoring the exquisite duo, glen hansard & marketa irglova
YES. i have seen just now their musical film, ONCE.

|got some photos from my photo class that i really love to share with you guys.
[link] & [link]

|busying meh bloody self with a lot of bloody assignments

|katakana brain drain! jap class is becoming more and more daunting. shimatta!

|won a photo competition outside DA. i guess, the judges from davao cyber expo liked my very amateurish shots. i wonder what from that bunch of shots apparently made an impact.

|got my grades. and men, i should freaking make midterms way better! gosh. i feel so dumb.

so far, that's all i can think of.

i'm a little happier than you think i am, so no worries.

ANGRY of a lot of things.
trying relentlessly to balance everything.
picking up broken down pieces of myself.
strange how all seem to cripple down.
frantically looking for loopholes and escape routes.

creepy little figure on the wall.

getting back my sanity.
i'm alright.
nothing to worry.

don't let me get me. please.

note: for me, there is a thin line between sanity and insanity. and many times i characterize both. a paradox i trouble myself with, my entire life.